What can I say? That will make this pain go away?
Oh I would call, but what could I say?
I guess I could swallow my pride
Tell you of all the times I’ve cried
Tell you how much I’ve missed you
But that, that just wouldn’t do
Truth is, I’ve been a wreck without you
Agh, all the pain and toil you put me through
Thought I could walk away, live carefree
But truth be told, you have a piece of me
It’s hard to be whole, with missing pieces
Tis a bleeding stream which nothing eases
If I called you, and swallowed my pride,
What would I find? would you too confide?
Or is it just me? Just some fantasy?
What was the truth of you and me?
Were we ever more than foolish kids
Playing a game of stones and sticks?
Or did you truly love me? Did you truly care?
Because honestly, I was never aware
All these vague lines
All these stupid lies
Do you also remember the times we smiled?
Before the night fell and love was exiled?
I thought the bleeding would someday stop
But 5 years should have taught me it wont.